Anxiety Pt. 2

ANXIETY pt. 2

(Mike Wheatley)

Two days go by and both days we fight,

We struggle for control and it's still a brutal fight.

I'm finding out your weaknesses each and every bout,

The more you show your ugly face, the more I can figure you out.

You like to come out and show your face at anytime you choose,

But the more you like to show your face,

The greater chance you'll lose.

You're showing off your weakness and I can clearly see,

Every single bout we have, I'm getting closer to defeat.

I take a few breaths, and it holds you back at bay.

I'm just not strong enough, now you’re coming towards my way.

You enter into my body again, and now you're tearing at my soul.

I'm feeling so much pain inside, and let out a painful growl.

The feeling of something inside of me, taking all the control.

This isn’t something I'd wish upon anyone, not even my biggest foe.

Take your heart, take your spirit and crumble it into a ball,

That is what it feels like when Anxiety has taken all.

The pain is now too much to handle, so to my knees I fall,

I didn't want this pain, I didn't ask for it at all.

Whatever did I do to you to make me feel this pain?

All I want is a normal life, not to go insane.

How can any one person, live with this daily pain.

I don’t want to feel like this, I can't deal with all this pain,

Why can't I just go numb and not feel a single thing?

I don't want to feel anymore, strip away all feelings,

Because without any feeling, I wouldn’t feel such a god awful pain.

So once again Anxiety, you got the best of me.

You held my arms behind my back, until I screamed mercy.

You have won again you’re up in score I know you'll be back for more.

So the next visit that we have, I will be ready for some more,

I am in a training phase and I am preparing for a war.

This isn’t over between Anxiety and Me, one day I will have victory.

So until that day I will live in pain,

Just waiting for an emotional slaying.