...IZED

...IZED

(Mike Wheatley)

I've been traumatized, desensitized, hospitalized and institutionalized.

When are people gonna realize I've seen chaos with these eyes.

Sitting here being institutionalized for all the shit that has traumatized my eternal state of mind.

One day I will find some peace of mind, and deal with my regrets.

But right now, it's a big challenge to cope with my regrets.

I'll take a chance and make a bet with hopes that one day I'll forget.

The shit I've been through, the shit I've seen, wishing my life were just a bad dream.

It tears at my spirit and rips up its being; I just want to feel once more

Like a human FUCKING BEING!

I have no heart, I have no feeling, my heart is separating from my physical being.

The life I've seen, life I've lived, has made my live depressing.

I close my eyes; I can see the things that have slipped away from me.

So, here I lay just one more day as time just seems to fade away.

I came to this place to find some peace and overcome some grief.

But as I await my eternal fate, I will see one day that life is great and hopefully overcome this mental state.

Once my time here is finally past, I just hope this treatment last.

I don't want to live anymore...in my ugly past