Anxiety Pt. 4

ANXIETY pt. 4

 (Mike Wheatley)

 Today you showed up in a whole different way,

But you were only here for a few minutes I would say.

Then you came with a whole different approach,

A secondary attack, it’s like you hired an evil coach.

This isn’t fair; I can't stop the attacks,

I know when they are coming, because the hair tingles up my back.

Just when I thought I was gaining control, you came up with a different goal.

You set up an ambush that I would surely fall,

You made a quick attack, and then I thought it was over,

But out of left field like a flying ball, my emotions they flowed over.

Tears started running and grief filled my heart,

I started to think about all the soldiers whose lives torn apart.

Families at morn, because their families now torn.

Now I've got to deal with the pain that resides,

Every time one of my fellow soldiers die,

These soldiers were friends, Sons, Husbands and Dads.

For you to throw this in my face is just plain sad.

 I tried to save his life, I gave everything I had.

Just for his soul to escape his gift that god gave.

Now he has to rest forever, in a six foot deep grave.

For you to fake an attack, and make me feel proud

Was an evil act by a menacing being.

Just when I thought I had you all figured out,

You changed up your attack and really flipped me out.

This I can see will be an evolving fight,

Because just when I feel I’m doing things right,

You change your routine, just out of SPITE.

Bringing up the past form the battles I've fought,

Reminding me of fellow soldiers we've lost,

Is a thick red line that you shouldn't have crossed.

This was a technical battle that you started off,

So for now I will tuck my tail and cower from the battle just lost.

Keep in your mind that it was just a battle lost,

And we are in a war that has battles of plenty.

You have not seen the last of me my evil foe,

The war continues on, but surely you'll bow,

I plan to fight harder, than you ever though before.