Anxiety Pt. 3

ANXIETY pt. 3

 (Mike Wheatley)

Yesterday was a different day, you barely showed your face,

I was waiting for the attack, that usually takes place.

Rocking back and forth as I sat down in a chair,

Just anxiously waiting for my, emotional despair.

But as I felt you trying to consume my every ounce of soul,

I took a deep breath and started counting down, and took back some control.

With every deep breath that I take, you start falling down a hole.

A hole that harbors evil beings, whom likes to steal control.

This day forward I'm going to maintain, as much control as I can,

I will not let you break me down, and make me a lesser man.

I'm stronger than you real think,

When asked if I am defeating you I proudly state I AM.

For you my friend, you live in a dark hole with lots of nasty foes.

Ones that feast and thrive, off of every single soul.

I've said to you once before, during early stages of war,

Defeating you my friend is my largest GOAL.

Yesterday was a battle of many more to come,

But this battle that we had was one that I had WON.

It was only one of many, that we've had before,

Every time we start to fight, you've showed me what you had.

If that is all you have to offer, then for you I'm truly sad,

I was the victor to the last bout; there will be many more this I have no doubt.

I will take the win of our last fight, because this is what I deserve,

I just hope that you have the gall, and maybe even the nerve.

Because when you attempt another attack, an attack is what you'll be served.

I'm going to walk around with my chest puffed out,

Because the fight we had yesterday, was just a small short bout.

I do however know that, this is a constant fight.

However I do not think it's over because I made it through one fight,

I am just glad to say that I can kind of the light,

It brings me joy to see the light, because it means that there is hope,

I am going to find the ways I need, to help me learn and cope.

You and I are forever, this I truly know,

I just don’t want your demonic face, to ever show again.

Day by day, Night by night, I'm developing a master plan,

I've got to figure something out, so defeat I know I can!